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terror is blue
and cold
like when you are staring at a team
trying to resuscitate your already dead baby
who is blue
and cold

true terror
steals your breath
all the air around you
there is no sound
the blood stops flowing in your veins
the world spins around you
an eternity in a second
as you try to transfer your breath
your blood
to that baby
who is blue
and cold

all at once
it is released
in a sob
you were unsuccessful
you turn pink again
while the baby is in your arms
blue
and cold

they are wrong
hell is not red and hot flames
it is that eternity of terror
blue
and cold

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parresa22
Jun. 26th, 2007 09:48 pm (UTC)
There isn't a word for what I would like to say about that. Incredibly beautiful and equally sad.
lizardjee
Jun. 26th, 2007 11:00 pm (UTC)
thank you. it felt good to get it out.
rogue0703
Sep. 18th, 2011 02:26 am (UTC)
I cannot tell you how familiar that is, but you already know that.

One of the hardest moments the day we lose Lily was seeing Johnny trying to resuscitate her...... I don't remember most of when the paramedics, etc. were working on her.... but I remember that.

And I was the one who woke up and found her next to me and blue.....

I'm so sorry both of us had to go through this, but I am so thankful to have you!
lizardjee
Sep. 18th, 2011 02:30 am (UTC)
thank you. i am thankful to have you as well. it is a horrible thing and i would wish it on no one :*(
rogue0703
Sep. 18th, 2011 02:53 am (UTC)
You're welcome.
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