radiskull and devil doll angry

happy kickout/freedom day to us

jaxen doesnt remember jeani
jaxen doesnt remember a lot from the past year
jaxen doesnt fear loud noises any more
jaxen has seen what normal relationships are like


we are safe
we are loved
we have a future

being kicked out was the best thing she ever did for us ..

BEST

THING

EVER
love

:)

is excited to not only be in LOVE with an imaginary internet friend, but to be meeting up with some of them in the next few months.
wow
who knew you could INTERACT with imaginary internet friends IRL.
wow. .

<3
devil duck

i dont care..




"69 Tea"

Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere
Chafing straitjacket, I won’t die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don’t care if I’m lost
Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re trendsetters
I don’t care if you are

Lowly with my head bowed, there are rats everywhere
Feed me bread and water
I won’t die in there
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross
Hate me screaming masses
I don’t care if I’m lost

Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re trendsetters
I don’t care if you are

Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill

Don’t tell me that you’re all better
I don’t care if you are Don’t tell me that you’re bed wetters
I don’t care if you are
Say you will take my pills
Say you will faking ill
Say you will (say you will) take my pills (take my pills)
Say you will (say you will) faking ill
peter disco skating

oh yes.. so perfect.. enjoy





"Fake It"

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

[Chorus:]
Good god you're coming up with reasons
Good god you're dragging it out
Good god it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like affection
Woah you're such a fucking hypocrite

And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Yeah

[Chorus]

Whoah
Whoah

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of em all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

[Chorus]

Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Woah you're such a fucking hypocrite
tattoo back

do not confuse apathy for hate. i have no emotion left for you..



I have no space, no room to move around
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out

How did I get so far from where I was?
When did I decide to lose my way?
Who have I become…

I got a new low, all 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go

Well who am I, a cold shoulder left to cry
You feel bad, well so do I
Yeah so do I

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up, but mostly down (x2)

I cannot help feeling like I have so much at stake
So I lock myself inside my head and I just run in place
So many directions I don't know which way to go
I'm so busy doing nothing I got nothing to show

I got a new low, all 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go

Well who am I, a cold shoulder used to cry
You feel bad, well so do I
Yeah so do I

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up, but mostly down (x2)

I make mistakes just like everybody else
But instead of letting go of it, I can't forgive myself
I did my time in a windowless box
Like it or not
All I got now is today
Tomorrow aint here
Yesterday is gone dead on me anyway

I've been right, I've been left
I've been wrong, I've been left behind
I've been up, but mostly down (x4)
i want to belive

(no subject)

OK lj help me. there was this movie that we watched a million times in the 80s on HBO, people put on a head band? that let them see others peoples thoughts or dreams. one of the people was wearing it when s/he died? and of course i can PICTURE the people in it, but cannot come up with a name for the life of me. anyone ??? anything??

** got it **
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0085271/

Brainstorm